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decolyon



Joined: 24 Jul 2010

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 9:13 pm    Post subject: Frustrated Reply with quote

Long story short, I've been in Korea for 4 years. I don't speak Korean (well, not as good as I probably should). I have no gf/wife prospects on the horizon, and all day I get yelled at by snotty little kids that can't tie their own shoe. I'm 27, I have minimal in savings, live in a tiny hole in the wall apartment, and have no idea how to make something of myself before the big 30.

I love Asia, but want out of Korea. I have zero desire to live in America again for at least 5 or 6 years. Even with it's faults, I'd choose to live here versus teaching/working/living in a poorer Southeast Asian country. Thailand is for visiting, not living.

While I don't consider the last 4 years a waste. Not at all. But I feel they haven't been as productive as they probably should have. Yes I've done tons of traveling and have some great stories to tell. But what else do I have to show for it? I just want to be something of significance to someone and I feel like I'm nothing to no one.
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redaxe



Joined: 01 Dec 2008

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 9:46 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Where are you from in America? Maybe you should try living in a different part of America. It's a big country, I don't see how you can write it off completely unless you've lived in many different parts of it.

Do you think that it will be easier or harder for you to make a living and "make something of yourself" in America if you move back 5 or 6 years in the future instead of now?
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Globutron



Joined: 13 Feb 2010
Location: England/Anyang

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 9:52 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

So... you want a girlfriend?
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AsiaESLbound



Joined: 07 Jan 2010
Location: Truck Stop Missouri

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 10:15 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Like me, you are so lonesome and may rarely even have the opportunity to talk face to face with another adult you can squarely relate with. Sure you are around millions of people, but none are actual friends or anyone you can relate with, because you are not a member of the majority who have this belief they are too far superior to see you equally as a fellow human being, but only an inferior class of man who happens to speak the global language.

To live good, you need to fit in and actually be wanted and personally accepted by the locals; not an import product the government is pushing on their kids in the name of progress. They may say they want to learn English and American culture by employing you as an English teacher and then telling you teach American culture, but it's just a sham. This country's cannon fodder of a people would had gone with communism if told to do so by their leadership with no questions asked. Nothing is sincere and genuine about them on a local level. They are not friends of the West, but only interested in transferring the West's wealth to Asia to rule the world and nothing more. Korea is only a small version, China is the big bad boy. It's already become apparent China, Korea, and Japan let the USA know they are not just going to continue to bow and submit to them. Especially when it comes to currency valuations, international trade, and military superiority. I disagree with their racist beliefs, economic protectionism, and insincerity of embracing Westernization and Westerners. They only adopt anything Western in the name of advancement and gaining economic opportunity as to gain superiority. I suppose the Americans did exactly the same thing in the 20th century and so Asia is only copy catting them now. You wouldn't notice and learn Korea and China to be like this if Asian American nor would you get all the fake hellos. This is why I'm getting out of here and not looking back. It's a lesson well learned one should be careful what they wish for what you might learn and realize can be quite unsettling. I do believe it's history repeating itself as this is the very process of how religion, technology, money, and ideas were always moved around the world; not through cultural exchanges on the basis of people of different nationalities actually personally liking each other.

It's not a lot of money you make teaching so I can easily believe it doesn't go far after you do some traveling around the world and you wouldn't have much after 4 years unless just hanging low at your job and apartment with little or no travel. It's kind of a modest lifestyle extending the student scholar ambition a step further to the classroom without walls to realize what other cultures and international relations are all about. Try to save what you can so you can buy a car, get a place to stay, and get back on your feet. It's good gas and food are still super cheap in America compared to Korea.

I like Redaxe's advice. Relocate if you didn't like the where you come from. Like if it was too small of a town with little to do or simply the wrong city for you. To me Gary, Indiana would be the wrong city, but rural Nebraska offers no prospects while maybe Portland would make a nice relocation.
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comm



Joined: 22 Jun 2010

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 10:48 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I guess step 1 is to start figuring out what you want. If you have no clue, then start ticking off exactly what you do and don't like about your current situation. Ex.

Do you plan on teaching English for the next 5 years? More?
Do you want to teach children, college students or adults?
Do you have/need the education to follow through with what you want?
Are you sure you're done with Korea, or could a different locale fit you better? I'm all for you going where you like, but if you have no savings, Korea is a good place to teach...
Do you need to be around more native speakers than you are now?

Maybe the most important thing is defining what you mean by "make something of yourself" by age 30. Then make a plan to satisfy that.
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youtuber



Joined: 13 Sep 2009

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 10:49 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

OP

There really is no where else for you to go if you want to make the same amount of money and be able to secure a job relatively easy. Now is probably the worst time to go back home ie no jobs.

So what do you do??? Beats me...most of us are wondering the same thing.
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decolyon



Joined: 24 Jul 2010

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 11:16 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Globutron wrote:
So... you want a girlfriend?


I thought that last line might get interpreted as such, so let me clarify.

I just want to be important to someone or something. That could mean have a gf/wife, but it probably means being an important member of a team. Or being a person in a company that that company depends on to succeed. Or to just be someone that is relied on and trusted.

I feel if I were to leave my job tomorrow, some of my kids might get sad for a few minutes, but that would instantly fade as soon as someone gave them a piece of candy. I feel my boss and coworkers would simply replace "David" with "John" and any remembrance of who I was or did would vanish. I feel like if I fell off the face of the Earth, no one would notice. I'm not saying I have a desire to fall off the Earth, I just want to be needed, important, and accomplished.
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Died By Bear



Joined: 13 Jul 2010
Location: On the big lake they call Gitche Gumee

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 11:19 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

youtuber wrote:
OP

There really is no where else for you to go if you want to make the same amount of money and be able to secure a job relatively easy. Now is probably the worst time to go back home ie no jobs.

So what do you do??? Beats me...most of us are wondering the same thing.



You need to save enough money to get yourself in a position where you can land safely, buy a car, get a place to live, and look for a job. You need to count on a couple of months of safety net money if you don't have someone you can crash with until you find a job back home. That equates to roughly 15-20K if you want to have enough to eat and a safety net.

Good luck.
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Globutron



Joined: 13 Feb 2010
Location: England/Anyang

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 11:47 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

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land safely, buy a car, get a place to live, and look for a job


I've said before, this kind of security makes me ill, personally. I think I might have a fear of buying a car or learning to drive, at risk of settling down in that way. Sure I'd be respected in some important job, but respect for myself would have dissolved and that matters to me far more.
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Poker



Joined: 16 Jan 2010

PostPosted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 11:59 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Since you are "only" 27, my advice would be...

1) Start by changing your mindset and giving yourself more confidence. The "30" mark is just a number, no one cares whether you achieve something at 30 or 35. If you keep counting the years then you will stay depressed. Are you overweight, bald, bad skin, teeth, etc etc? Appearance is superficial but it is the quickest way to boost one's confidence. If you look good, you feel good. Change your wardrobe (if it needs changing) to smart casual. Doesn't have to be expensive, look online for styles that you like. Attraction from woman always starts from appearance.

2) Now that you look and feel good (not saying you look ugly btw), focus on being healthy. Eat healthy local food and exercise. I'd suggest hiking and going to the gym. (also not saying you are unhealthy, just bear with me, lol) These two things will also help you save money.

3) Enroll in Korean classes, even if it's just every Saturday. Never too late to start. You also said that even though you hate it here you would rather stay than go to another Asian country. So learn Korean.

4) In Korean classes you get to meet many people and can socialize. This is the easiest way of meeting people, learning things together. So since you have confidence in your appearance and look fit, unless you have no social skills, it's pretty easy to become friends with your female classmates. Go out with these new people and you never know, a gf could be on the horizon. Most of the time, a gf that one meets in some class is better than a gf that one meets in a club.

5) What are your qualifications? Do you have an MA?(your teaching kids, I presume not) Teaching posts in Korean universities generally require an MA, this forum can help you on which place in Korea is the best to get an MA TESOL. Find out the cost of it, then look at the number of years it will need to take to save enough for the MA. Start saving. Since the snotty kids get to you, teach adults. Since you don't want to return to the US, a MA TESOL from Korea is good enough. You are 27, if you budget accordingly, you can have an MA at 30. (Some places even give you scholarships I think) You also may find a potential gf working at a Uni.

6) So now that you are at the magical "30" mark, you are looking great, healthy, well paying job, it all adds up to woman wanting you. Life is good, no? Obviously I don't know your exact situation, some or all may not apply to you, just showing you a guideline. In 3 years one can change everything around with a plan.

Start with your attitude, by being postive that things can change, you will want to do something about it, immediately after reading this. Whip out your notepad and start planning. Very Happy
All the best.
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Draz



Joined: 27 Jun 2007
Location: Land of Morning Clam

PostPosted: Sat Nov 13, 2010 12:57 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

decolyon wrote:

While I don't consider the last 4 years a waste. Not at all. But I feel they haven't been as productive as they probably should have. Yes I've done tons of traveling and have some great stories to tell. But what else do I have to show for it? I just want to be something of significance to someone and I feel like I'm nothing to no one.


You serve the important role of cautionary tale. Listen up, young pups. Get on a budget and start saving now, even if you aren't sure what grand plan you want to spend the money on, or this could be you.

(27 really isn't that old, seriously. Not too late.)

Poker wrote:
Since you are "only" 27, my advice would be...

1) Start by changing your mindset and giving yourself more confidence. The "30" mark is just a number, no one cares whether you achieve something at 30 or 35. If you keep counting the years then you will stay depressed.


On the other hand, since noticing the big 3-0 looming on the horizon is what got him to start thinking about this is the first place, just blowing it off isn't a great idea either. Next thing you know you're 40, all the hagwons have been shut down by the government, and you still have minimal savings. What then?

People suggesting you think about upgrading your teaching quals have a point sort of, but it sounds like you aren't particularly satisfied with teaching. The thing is, teaching doesn't really get better. Even once you get out of the hagwons, you will still have students who don't care and don't try, and even if you prod them into doing the work, they forget it all by the next day anyway unless you really hammer it in. (In which case they may remember it for up to an entire month.) Nothing brings on that feeling of insignificance like saying the same thing a million times in the hopes it will stick.

If you want to feel important, teaching is not the job for you.
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Louis VI



Joined: 05 Jul 2010
Location: In my Kingdom

PostPosted: Sat Nov 13, 2010 1:05 am    Post subject: Re: Frustrated Reply with quote

decolyon wrote:
... I'm 27, I have minimal in savings, live in a tiny hole in the wall apartment, and have no idea how to make something of myself before the big 30.

Ah, the ol' prove oneself by 30 pressure, I know it well. Don't worry, by age 37 it'll pass. Wink

Save money every month, to begin with. It won't take long to have ten thousand dollars u.s. if you put your mond to it. You'll need these funds to jumpstart some new direction, and it provides a few months for you to reflect further on the next stage of your life.

decolyon wrote:
I love Asia, but want out of Korea. I have zero desire to live in America again for at least 5 or 6 years. Even with it's faults, I'd choose to live here versus teaching/working/living in a poorer Southeast Asian country. Thailand is for visiting, not living.

Taiwan and China would welcome you with open arms and dedicate a year to learning Mandarin or any other Chinese dialect and it'll serve you well back home, as an important life skill given how many Chinese migrants there are among one-fourth of the world's population.

decolyon wrote:
I've done tons of traveling and have some great stories to tell. But what else do I have to show for it?

Save money to help your future, take a distance Master's degree or a month off to go get a CELTA. These are investments in the future.

decolyon wrote:
I just want to be something of significance to someone and I feel like I'm nothing to no one.

Shocked Well, um, then.... you have some options:
1) Go back home and re-integrate into your family and/or community.
2) Get married
3) Volunteer at an orphanage
4) Get a job in a small company, whether single-waygook teacher hagwon or small biz back home; and/or move to a small town.
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recessiontime



Joined: 21 Jun 2010
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PostPosted: Sat Nov 13, 2010 2:11 am    Post subject: Re: Frustrated Reply with quote

decolyon wrote:
Long story short, I've been in Korea for 4 years. I don't speak Korean (well, not as good as I probably should). I have no gf/wife prospects on the horizon, and all day I get yelled at by snotty little kids that can't tie their own shoe. I'm 27, I have minimal in savings, live in a tiny hole in the wall apartment, and have no idea how to make something of myself before the big 30.


wow...you definitely won't ever make it even before 40 or 50 with your record but at least you aren't the kind of moron that doesn't know what's wrong with him. The hardest part is admitting you have a problem and taking steps to fix it.

1. learn Korean
2. learn how to game women
3. learn to earn respect from students by being a cool teacher
4. learn to save your money, it shouldn't be hard in SK unless you are a complete moron.

if all fails there is the kill self option.
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decolyon



Joined: 24 Jul 2010

PostPosted: Sat Nov 13, 2010 4:33 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Frenetic wrote:
youtuber wrote:
OP

There really is no where else for you to go if you want to make the same amount of money and be able to secure a job relatively easy. Now is probably the worst time to go back home ie no jobs.

So what do you do??? Beats me...most of us are wondering the same thing.



You need to save enough money to get yourself in a position where you can land safely, buy a car, get a place to live, and look for a job. You need to count on a couple of months of safety net money if you don't have someone you can crash with until you find a job back home. That equates to roughly 15-20K if you want to have enough to eat and a safety net.

Good luck.


20K might as well be a million dollars. I have about a thousand stuck back, but that took 6 months. Granted, I was paying off big debt at that time so my paycheck will be fatter starting this month. But still, even if I pinched hard, it might be two thousand by the end of this contract. With bonus pay, I might have 4K in the bank. And that's living no social life, no dates, no more travel, and eating rice everyday.

I honestly don't know how people do it here. I budget hard. I only give myself $10 a day to spend. I pay my rent, bills, student loans, go to the grocery store, buy new clothes only when it's absolutely necessary, put about $100 or $150 in mandatory savings, but still, by the end of the month I only have about and extra $50 to stick back. I have no idea where the money goes.

I don't spend like crazy. Really. I'm a bit of tightwad. I'm greedy as hell and have been wearing the same two pair of jeans for a year and a half now because I'm too cheap to buy new ones.

It frustrates me and angers me that I lower my quality of living and STILL have nothing to show for it!
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jacksthirty



Joined: 30 Nov 2009

PostPosted: Sat Nov 13, 2010 5:05 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

I used to have problems saving money. My paycheck would vanish at the end of the month and I'd have no idea where it went! Just cut down on beer in the week, and buy basic food items (nothing fancy). Have a big weekend every two weeks (maybe 150,000 including motel if you don't live in Seoul) and you'll probably spend 800 -1 million a month.

Are you lonely? Ain't no shame to admit it. I am! I found that I would get depressed and just piss my money away. Is my life any better? Kinda. Well, I save money now. Still lonely, but I'm getting more confident in life.

I think that you've written down all of your problems (which is a good thing), but you want to solve them all with one big wave of a magic wand. It doesn't work like that! Learn to save. Do that first, and solve the other problems later.
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