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I like this boy rather than love. He is my former roommate, he looks older than his age. As soon as he tried twice to ask me to be his girlfriend, I decide to move out. There are two reasons that push me out of that place. One is he is three years younger than me. the other is I am re-single woman.
Three days before we move out , he asked me out and have a talk. He suggest me to give a chance to start a close relationship. but i refused since i knew my heart is not ready for a new one. I do not want to hurt him since I have been hurt by my ex. Defintely, I knew his feeling. however I believe that stop here is better than later on. i told him that I am good enough to be friend rather than girl friend. I do not want him put all his heart on me and get nothing back. Even I know i want a warm chest and tight hug. I just do not want to waste his time and his feeling.
it is 8 days since I moved out that place, I should say sometime I think about him and want to talk to him. but I can not since I knew he likes me.
Before I can make sure what i want , I will contrul myself and won't hurt any good and nice people.